2 posts tagged “baby”
So, Wednesday was a really bad day at work for me. I called Raul and ended up leaving a message on his phone saying that I needed to talk really badly.
Well, he took it as there was something the 2 of us needed to talk about and when I finally talked to him yesterday afternoon, the first thing he said to me was something along the lines of "What do we have to talk about that's so important?" There was a brief pause and then "You're not pregnant, are you?"
I almost wanted to laugh...Ok, so I laughed. Seriously, if I were pregnant, not only would I be having a meltdown, but I would have put in a 1,000 times greater effort to get ahold of him...Nope, no babies yet.
....Though, I wonder what his reaction would be if I told him I was.....Hmmm......
I've been feeling very..introspective lately.
Yes...I know...It's never very good when I've been doing too much thinking.
You know, thinking about how lucky I am to have Raul.
I've been thinking about how I cannot wait to live with him, even though it won't be until the end of the year at the earliest. It's going to be hard to wait even that long and I know it more than like won't happen until next year. Hopefully, though, once he gets a car that'll make things a little bit easier on both of us. I am so excited to be engaged to him and marry him. I used to think that I'd be afraid to be tied to one person for the rest of my life, but faced with the fact that I know I will be tied to him for the rest of my life, I'm not afraid at all. In fact, I'm wicked excited for that to happen.
And children...Lately, I've been feeling a very strong desire for a baby of my own. Now, I have no clue where this sudden motherly urge came from, but I know that I'm not ready for that and neither is he. We both agree that we're going to wait until we've been married for at least 1 year before we start trying for little monsters. That will give us time to settle into being married and just be a husband and wife couple without the addition of a baby. I can wait, though, because I know that when we do, we'll be ready.
