2 posts tagged “bad days”
So, Wednesday was a really bad day at work for me. I called Raul and ended up leaving a message on his phone saying that I needed to talk really badly.
Well, he took it as there was something the 2 of us needed to talk about and when I finally talked to him yesterday afternoon, the first thing he said to me was something along the lines of "What do we have to talk about that's so important?" There was a brief pause and then "You're not pregnant, are you?"
I almost wanted to laugh...Ok, so I laughed. Seriously, if I were pregnant, not only would I be having a meltdown, but I would have put in a 1,000 times greater effort to get ahold of him...Nope, no babies yet.
....Though, I wonder what his reaction would be if I told him I was.....Hmmm......
You know today was a pretty good day. It's retarded how often I have a bad one and I am, quite frankly, sick of it. I think my life would be a hell of a lot less stressful if I refused to have a terrible day.
So here it is....I REFUSE to have a bad day every day. From now on, I'll try to have a good one each and every day. It's too exhausting always having bad days. I am done and I'm going to change it starting tomorrow.
Besides, there are plenty of good things in my life...
- Raul (and while not actually being official...still...I think we may as well be. I feel like it's there, just being left unsaid.)...he is one of the best things in my life right now...
- My family...
- My very best friend in the whole world, Kyla...
- I'm making a little more money because I got certified...
- I get along with the people I work with (for the most part)...
- I live in beautiful sunny Florida, which is not always my preference, but hey, it could be worse...
- I'm finally looking for a car...actually, that's not really a great thing, but I need a vehiculus, so...
- I'm pretty damn sure that I have something great going for my future...
So I think that from now on, I'm going to try to look a the positives of my life, instead of the negatives. It's too depressing to do that anymore....
My one big goal is to get in shape...It's definitely going to take a lot of effort, but you know what, I can do it!!! Oh, and to keep doing what I've been doing with that thing...Yes, you know what I'm talking about. You're doing fabulous!!!!